Wednesday, January 8, 2014

~2014~

~2014~


Today a friend told me he found my blog on Google.
So after I came home, I tried to search it on Google,
by typing ''Pinky Chan blog'', but I can't find it. Haha.
I wonder what he typed in the search bar.
Cuz I thought no one would ever found my blog so,
nvm since he knows a lot of my life already, so
I don't mind really. Haha.

2014, I'm in Sem 5 now.
This year I'll be 22, a student and I'm single.
I think the most exciting ''thing'' this year is that we're moving 
to Taman Soon Choon before or after CNY.

Eventhough we're moving to a smaller house,
that does not have a garden,
not as nice as our current house, 
but somehow I like our new house.
Looking forward... <3 font="">

Sunday, May 26, 2013

曾经

曾经是那么的遥远
曾经是那么的可爱
曾经是那么的短暂

曾经沧海难为水
除却巫山不是云

沧海经历过无数的风浪之后
很难可以变回纯净的水

当我看过巫山的云之后
其他的云都不是云了

两句话都很贴切

很简单的事情,为什么会变得这么复杂
爱就爱
不爱就不爱
那么简单而已
可是就是因为曾经
大家都受着苦

因为一个矛盾的问题
一个不肯定的答案
一个犹豫的决定

为什么我要那么怕输?
好想问你,你怕输吗?。。。


Friday, April 19, 2013

开心回了!


这整个月其实都在等待今天的来临。
这个月真的很邪哦。。。
上个星期简直就是EMO到不行。

我的狗病好了,昨天开始吃回东西了。
今天就已经吃狗饼了。

虽然是穷了一点可是打算五月去打一下PART TIME工。
三天RM300。。。赚回一点零用钱。

然后,妈妈的皮肤病现在慢慢医医看。
今天弄了药材汤,补补身子。

关于最烦的事情,现在也已经解决了。
感觉上就像是醒了。

然后,
交了一些新朋友,挺不错的朋友。
今天出去很开心。

最重要的就是,我回来了!
陈娉琪回来了!
现在我要继续做PAST YEAR QUESTION。
一定要考好来哦!

Friday, April 12, 2013

A night out with BFFs


So,
I went out for dinner with my friends at a Vegetarian Restaurant today.
I was a little sick that time and I felt very dizzy while eating.

I was worried because I felt my head was numb,
it's like flames inside my brain,
after I laughed at some random stuffs.
I think that's only because I was starving.
But I managed to make it through that dizzy state anyway.

We went to Kinta Riverfront after that.
Went into the Karaoke room.
Had some great time singing love songs and stuffs.
Making fun of Pee's bald head. 
But I think it's pretty cool though.

After a few glasses of beers,
some of them went home.
So me, Min Jun, Bong and Wai Loon went to GR's snooker centre.
I was chatting with Wai Loon about his new gf.
I asked him to just love.
Cuz he has nothing to lose.

They asked about me too.
I said I'm fine on my own.
But that's really all I can say about my current state.

But I really wanna mention one thing that Wai Loon said about me.
After being my close friends for like, more than 10 years.
He said girls like me, are hard to find suitable bf.
An alpha male will not be able to match with me.
But on the other hand, beta male too, could hardly be happy being together with me.
He thinks that it's better for me to be alone too.

He said I'm the ''hard mode''...
Which I think is very true.
If I were a boy, I would also prefer a girl who makes me breakfast every morning.
Help me massage my body when I feel tired.
Do everything for me without saying a word.
Girl that is very weak, and cute.
That I would feel like I wanna protect her.
Not a girl that would hurt me and break my heart all the time.

Anyway, whatever.
So what if really nobody wants me.
I like the way it is now.
I want nobody too.

I've never felt better...

Hell Yeah, ain't gonna back to the prison, thanks. 
I'm not ''qualified'' to be a prisoner.
When comes to responsibility, no thanks. Not now.

Because being single is GREAT, MAN!
I love myself!
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Be Your Everything -- Boys like Girls lyrics

"Be Your Everything"
Four letter word
But I don't have the guts to say it
Smile 'til it hurts
Let's not make it complicated
We've got a story
And I'm about to change the ending
You're perfect for me
And more than just a friend
So we can just stop pretending now
Gotta let you know somehow

I'll be your shelter
I'll be your storm
I'll make you shiver
I'll keep you warm
Whatever weather
Baby I'm yours
Be your forever, be your fling
Baby I will be your everything

Baby I
Baby I will
Baby I will be your everything

We used to say
That we would always stick together
But who's to say
That we could never last forever
Girl, got a question
Could you see yourself with somebody else?
'Cause I'm on a mission
And I don't wanna share
I want you all to myself right now
I just wanna scream it out

I'll be your shelter
I'll be your storm
I'll make you shiver
I'll keep you warm
Whatever weather
Baby I'm yours
Be your forever, be your fling
Baby I will be your everything

Baby I
Baby I will
Baby I will be your everything

No matter what you do, yeah,
Oh, I'll be there for you
And every time you close your eyes
I will be by your side
'Cause every time you make me sing
Baby I will be your everything

I'll be your shelter
I'll be your storm
But I'll make you shiver
I'll keep you warm
Whatever weather
Baby I'm yours
Be your forever, be your fling
Baby I will be your everything

Baby I
Baby I will
Baby I will be your everything

Baby I
Baby I will
(I'll be your storm)
Baby I will be your everything

Baby I
(Yeah, yeah)
Baby I will
Baby I will be your everything

Thursday, April 11, 2013

A1-Caught in the Middle lyrics

Caught in the Middle- A1

[Paul:] You said that love was just a state of mind 
A puzzle made of pieces you can't find 
And for me you never really had the time 
I was blind. 

[Christian:] And everything that you meant to me 
Is written in the pages of my history 
But it's over now as far as i can see 
Suddenly 

[Ben:] Things are so different now you're gone 
I thought it'd be easy i was wrong 
[All:] And now i'm caught 
[Ben:] And now, i'm caught in the middle 
Even though i'm with someone new 
All i can think about is you 
[All:] And now i'm caught 
[Ben:] And now, i'm caught in the middle 

[Mark:] Moving on she brings me brighter days 
Thoughts of you are in my mind always 
Like a memory that i can't erase 
It's here to stay 

[Ben:] Things are so different now you're gone 
I thought it'd be easy i was wrong 
[All:] And now i'm caught 
[Ben:] And now, i'm caught in the middle 
Even though i'm with someone new 
All i can think about is you 
[All:] And now i'm caught 
[Ben:] And now, i'm caught in the middle 

[All:] So different 
([Mark:] it's so different) 
So easy 
([Paul:] so easy) 
But i can't get over you 
([Ben:] i can't get over you) 
So different 
([Paul:] it's so different) 
So easy 
([Mark:] so easy) 
But i can't get over you 
([Ben:] and i can't get over you) 

[Ben:] Things are so different now you're gone 
I thought it'd be easy i was wrong 
[All:] And now i'm caught 
[Ben:] And now, i'm caught in the middle 
Even though i'm with someone new 
All i can think about is you 
[All:] And now i'm caught 
[Ben:] And now, i'm caught in the middle 

[Ben:] Things are so different now you're gone 
I thought it'd be easy i was wrong 
[All:] And now i'm caught 
[Ben:] And now, i'm caught in the middle 
Even though i'm with someone new 
All i can think about is you 
[All:] And now i'm caught 
[Ben:] And now, i'm caught in the middle 

[Ben:] Things are so different now you're gone 
I thought it'd be easy i was wrong 
And now i'm caught 
Caught in the middle 
Even though i'm with someone new 
All i can think about is you 
And now, i'm caught in the middle

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

观念的立场

今天和中学朋友去喝茶
突然发觉身边的朋友已经接受了很多以前不接受的人或事
大家都开放了很多

其实我很不习惯这样
就好象小小的动作比如乱丢垃圾
随街说粗口
讲起关于性之类的话题
其实我都觉得有一点不应该
虽然我常常都是说得最精彩,最好笑的那一个

观念的立场
是什么呢

其实我内心有很多面
我不懂真正的自我是如何的
到底我的立场是在哪里?

可是我知道一点就是,
我希望自己可以UPGRADE的。
我希望自己是可以变成一个更好的人
其实我的缺点就是不知道自己的立场
所以很多时候自己做什么自己也不知道

出淤泥而不染
在学院就是有一个这样的人
虽然和他不是很熟悉
和他谈天过一次之后
我觉得这个人的作风是值得学习和敬佩

虽然身边都是说粗口,抽烟的人。
可是他能够在这样的环境下,
成为学院成绩最好的学生,而且是全马的OLYMPIA学院里成绩最好
他是素食者
他的思想虽然很奇怪
可是我觉得认识这个人,和他做做朋友
应该会对我有益。
希望可以跟他学习一些人生道理。
从中寻找自我。