FCUK Immigration!!

Mon n Tues are my offday...so I went to the immigration on Mon morning 6am,to make my student visa card(JUZ TO GET THE STUPID CARD)...(I didn't sleep after Sunday work cuz I was afraid that I can't wake up in early morning)...When I arrived it was 6:40a.m....and there's a long long dragon queue already...just to get a ticket to get things done...many foreign students also came there 2-3 times but never get the ticket cuz only hav 500 tickets per day...so we hav to queue from 6am...after I stand there queue ( cold and hungry) for 3 hours...10a.m. I finally got the ticket and it was number 422...it's just too crowded...

The guard told me I can go back to the office at 6pm evening,but I didn't cuz it takes 45minutes to go home and 45minutes to go back there again (by bus)...so I sleep,eat,and shopping around there until 6pm...(feeling so dizzy and tired,headache somemore)...then I waited until 8pm at night,the office manager came out and said:"we can't get everyone done,really sorry blablabla...number 450-500 pls come back tomorrow or any other day and no need to queue"...(I felt relief cuz Im not after 450)

But the nightmare hadn't end yet...at 9:30pm she come out again and say number 404-450 also need to go back cuz their staff needs to go home at 10o'clock...and I was soooooooooooo angry...cuz their speed slow like hell...it's not our fault why we hav to suffer for whole day waiting,and get nothing at the end...almost wanna kill someone already...and there's a China girl behind me and her number was 404...she almost wanna cry already...

So,at the end I went home and sleep at 11pm...wake up this morning 7am...and because we do not need to queue(of coz la...if not she wan us to queue one more time meh...killing me)so I got things done at 10am...finally get the stupid card...the immigration really treat us like slaves...even those Malay pig in Ipoh making passport also faster than those officers in the immigration...

Anyway,hate going to those government office such as bank,post office blabla~~

Watched Eclipse last night =)

I watched Eclipse last night in Dublin city centre with him...it's not very nice though(maybe because I dun really understand what they're saying...vocab quite bad)...erm...anyway I think the movie would be better if there's chinese subtitle,or english subtitle...

I also went to casino with him and my fren(Wai),but well,we're just go in there to play pool...and we went to PC World...it's quite frustrating because I can't buy anything there...Keep controlling my desire,and temper...ahhhrrggg!!

I found out that actually it's quite hard to control myself from shopping...but I am very good in it...at least I haven't use any money from my salary yet...just using the tips money...I wanna buy a new com cuz this com suxx...but it's not necessary!! cuz this com,at least can connect to the internet...but my com cant play online game leh...would be very boring if everyday FB or Blogging...but if buy arrr,cant save money leh...(these are the sentences that fighting in my mind when I saw those nice laptop/desktop)...after that I asked him,why my dad is not the owner of HP/Acer/Packard Bell/Dell/Sony/Samsung etc etc...

My Current Job

After the suckx job in Athlone,I found another job in Athboy and Trim...The shop name is Marigold(Malay Cake 马来糕)...I took Bus Eireann from Dublin city centre to Athboy...one n a half hour...which means it's quite far from Highfield...the first colleague that I met here is Chrissy[M.S.Kuala Lumpur],she is suppose to work in Trim(main shop),because the counter that work here before had back to Msia so the boss had to employ me...(that's why Im here...lol)...and Chrissy is forced to come here to substitude this post(work here is quite senang,can use computer while no customers!!!)...and I also met Tin Chi[H.K.],Ken[M.S. Bercham],Ah Lam[C.N.],Ah Kei[H.K.] and Ah Wai[M.S. Ipoh]...actually a lot of Malaysians here lol...especially Ipoh ppl...

The second day,Ah Kei told me n Ah Wai(cuz he is a new guy too) to pack our things cuz boss asked us to move to Trim for training...well,I wonder what the hell and why the hell we need to be trained? cuz I told the boss before I came here,that I am an experienced counter which worked for few months edy...(that's true!)...then why still need to be trained? and the shop in Trim is a restaurant+take away so I need to wear uniform(black suits and trousers,and black shoe)...Well,before our boss arrive,Chrissy told me what to do and what should I do when working in Trim cuz that shop is our main store...(actually they hav 3 store,Athboy,Trim n Swords)

Our boss is Tony,and he came with his son...before I leave,Ken told me to CHAP SANG...This made me feel very uncomfortable and worry...after about 15minutes we reached Trim...I felt nervous and a bit worried because hav to face new colleague and our SITAO POH(most powerful person here)...the situation in Trim is totally different...The boss guided us to the kitchen and then I met my colleague Elise(counter+waitress)...everyone here is busy doing their job and very serious when working(it seems scary and I thought they were unfriendly!)...

After I changed my clothes in toilet(still wearing the Nike shoe cuz I had no black shoe)...I started working...Elise said I am a fast learner(of coz,cuz I hav a pro coach,which is Joe!)...it's much tiring to work here because we hav to walk from counter to the kitchen to put in an order...and there's quite a far distance...at night after boss leave Elise introduce me to everyone...

Marigold Trim
Tony=Boss+chef+driver [H.K.]
Linda=Boss's wife+chef+driver [H.K.]
Jiaxin=Chef [C.N.]
Xiao Yun=wash plates [C.N.]
Xiao Ping=oil oil [C.N.]
Ah Wai=2nd chef+packing [M.S. Ipoh]
Elise=counter+waitress [M.S. Ipoh]
Lucas & Gary=driver [Irish]
Glenn=driver in Athboy [Irish]

Well,working in Marigold is quite ok...but hav many gossips and no teamwork...everyone are dangerous and they are hard to guess...last week,just because Chrissy don't let the kitchen to order some fish...then a big big news began...everyone were busy gossip about this news and so on...mayb those who work inside kitchen very bored or what,they always like to spread something,or exaggarate every single details...but now Im still new,so no one will tease me...unless I unintentionally damage someone...everyone here is crafty,or mayb not...but it's just so hard to guess cuz someone say he/she not good,and other ppl say he/she good or something...it's very confusing and it makes me always build an invisible wall between myself and everyone else...

Last week's Sunday 5 of us(young geh), played drinking game and drunk at Trim...this made Sonkoi felt very unhappy and almost gone mad because he asked me not to drink any alcohol...cuz mayb someone will put drug inside or whatever...actually I should not hav any alcohol because that time quite dangerous...Ah Wai keep force me to drink...and I also vomit after drink wine+beer...luckily nothing happen after that...

Ah Kei(he said he wants to be my father worrrr),treat me very good but he is very very 8...always gossip one...lol...he gave me many things before he leave,and taught me many things too...he's already back to Hong Kong last Saturday...

[Highfield events 1=BBQ]
Last two weeks ago we had BBQ at Highfield(cuz Ann n Dick is about to back Msia)...wahh...here BBQ=syok & senang! Those charcoal,all wrapped in one paper bag and the paper was poured by some inflamable chemicals one(something like oily-oily),we dont need to put up the fire by ourselves like what we always do in Msia,we just need to use the lighter to burn the paper bag,and throw it into the "charcoal place"...quick and easy...and one more thing,we always hav to use those fan/newspaper/hard paper/files to keep blowing the fire(in Msia) while BBQ...but here,we just need to stand there and wait for the food,cuz the strong wind here helped to blow the charcoal and keep the fire strong...but unfortunately I was feeling unwell that day so after BBQ for about one hour then I slept...

[Highfield events 2=Powerscourt Garden & Sing K]
Monday is my off day,Sunday night YSK and his sister came to Trim to fetch me back to Highfield cuz they are going to visit Powerscourt Garden at Wicklow...we woke up in the morning 10am...wahhh...never wake up so early before!!(after I came Ireland,at least 11am baru wake up)Then we went to that Garden lo....erm...it's a nice place though...a lot of things to see such as Italian Garden and Japanese Garden...and a lot of sibeh nice flower there...those roses,almost bigger than my head!! and those roses all hav fragrant smells...very nice...after that me n YSK sat together at the grass slope...we saw a little girl was enjoyed rolling from higher place to the ground...then me n YSK pulak macam orang gila,go and mimic that little girl...we hug together and rolled at the slope...and he hit me few times and keep press me until I almost become a flat cookies...zzz...at night we all went to the 七星酒楼,and sing K...those food MAH MAH DEI only lorrr...aiya...we Ipoh ppl memang high demand one lo...haha...and then that Big Joe(hav 2 Joe),she keep say many funny things and keep screamed at there...cuz mayb she drunk or what or mayb she was too happy...erm...during sing K section,the Small Joe(YSK sister) sang a song which is very GENG...that song is Teresa's Carmen...男人不过是一件消遣的东西，有什么了不起...all men looked very down when she sang this song....wakakak!!but she sang until very loud and strong...suppose can be a singer already lol...well...conclusion is we had a nice day =)

What I did in these 2 months & 23 days...

[Before I start working]...After I transfered from Amsterdam,I reached Dublin in the morning about 10a.m...I was soooooooooo worried when the Custom asked me many many things for about 15minutes!! I thought he was about to kick me back to Msia cuz he seems unfriendly...There was very crowded,and I kept walking around the exit and carpark,cuz I was finding YSK...I felt relief when I saw his face in the crowd...lol...hard to explain that weird feel...and I almost wanna hug him(cuz romantic and touching atmosphere)...zzz

I stayed with him at his hostel for 2 weeks,Eustace Rise,Tyrrelstown...first day,I treat him like a stranger and very polite to him...but after 2-3 days he become back his room is very big,clean n comfortable...but that time still cold cuz haven't reach summer yet...(summer now)...after two weeks I followed Joe(YSK's sister) to their hostel in Highfield,Swords.That house not very big...but damm many ppl stay there! Cuz all Malaysians, wanna stay together...lol...one room hav 5 men...but luckily our room just Joe couple only lorr...+ me = 3 ppl...

Everyone in this house are very friendly...Ah Wor,Lou Ngao n Man Keong(brothers) ; Lou Gwai,Ah Kwong and Lou Sun ( brothers) ; Wei Xing,Lou Zhu and Ah Mang ( frens) ; Bobo(Wor's cousin)...Micheal n Moon Dip(husband n wife)...and Mei Ling(Lou Ngao's wife)....They all also came here many years already de...Those guys,all also addicted to that JxWorld Online Game...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...I found out that nowadays,many those uncle-uncle addicted to online games...(although they dun even kno how to use computer...)

[Learn & Try to Work][April 3rd week-21 May] During this time I was busy learning how to become a take-away shop counter,by following Joe to work at Wan's Garden(Restaurant+Take-away shop)...and Joe also helped me to find job through the internet...Every Mon n Tues YSK will come to Highfield(off day)...and every Thursday I will follow him to work at New Shanghai(take-away shop),at Kinsealy...

Wan's Garden
Tony=Boss+Chef+packing+driver and so on...(cuz his shop mah) [H.K.] Good
Ah Zhong=炒锅(chef) [C.N.] Good
Ah Kwong=油包(resposible for deep fry oily oily food...such as chips) [M.S.] Damn Good
Fei Chai=Wash plate [C.N.] Ok larr
Xiao Mei=打河(packing) [C.N.] Ok larr
Ah Xing=打杂兼司机(driver) [C.N.] Bad
Mark=waiter [H.K.] Damn Bad
Andy,Anthony and O'Connor=good n funny drivers(Irish ppl)
Barry n Peter(China ppl,always gamble but quite good)
Joe n Elynn=counter

New Shanghai
Cheong Gor=Boss+Chef+driver [H.K.]
Lou Biu=Oil oil [H.K.]
Kuala Kangsar guy=packing [M.S.]
Burney=driver(Irish)
Yang=driver [C.N.]

[First job,NIGHTMARE]I find job on 0086.ie...first job I found is around dublin...China ppl...but mayb not suitable so after that din contact d...I tried to work at Tallagh too...and interviewed at Lucan...then I found one job at Ferbane,Athlone(China ppl)...walao...that job,memang is nightmare...that shop name is Beijing Garden...kitchen only hav two ppl...only the boss n one girl in kitchen...that girl name is Mei Ling,she is a tom-boy(I think), but very friendly and always help me...when I first arrive at there the counter haven't go yet...so I can learn from her...her name is Cindy...both of them are from Malaysia so we talk BM when working(so weird , but suddenly feel that BM actually is quite useful cuz other ppl dunno what we're talkin bout haha)

That man(boss),he memang kaolat...his job is just to cook only lorrr...other thing all also ask that Mei Ling to do(when Mei Ling interview,boss only tell her to become the "oil oil")...she is a 20++ years old girl,quite small size one...and I saw her hands,that skin worn out...still hav to lift stocks,wash curry bowl and so on,wash whole kitchen,prepare chicken,duck,prawn and every veg...walao...and her salary is just 240Euro...I saw her work like a cow,I also feel sympathy...

And then why that Cindy hav to go leh...is because we become counter suppose only stand there take order and receive money...but this boss,he ask us to help wash thing,wash kitchen and sometimes help packing...he even ask me to prepare chips...I didn't do that because it's not my job to touch that oil machine...and he don't even pay back Bank Holiday for cindy,and he said he forgot(sibeh crafty)...

Well,he ask me to help also nvm...important thing is he only cook for us at night,and our lunch is use microwave to heat up yesterday's food...this also NEVERMIND...when the 3rd day I work there,he cook duck's neck and duck's liver for me to eat...kanasai him lorrr...cook those rubbish for me...then at night I called YSK and tell him about it...after that he spread this news at Highfield's house...everyone were shocked n scolded him cuz he didn't ask me to stop work at there...and his sister scolded him kaolat-kaolat until he almost cry...zzz...

The next day evening,they came to fetch me back and I didn't even inform my boss...he just opened his eyes big big and looked at me,and I also didn't request for the salary for 3 days I worked,which is 150 Euro...cuz I kno he wouldn't pay me...

[Back to Highfield] After back to our home sweet home,they keep askin me about the nightmare I experienced...lol...I stayed in Highfield for one week before I found another job...in that week,we had a party during Moon Dip's birthday,we make Sushi ourselves and celebrate her birthday...

On 2nd of April,I leave..

This is what I wrote,using my N97(not showing off cuz it's not better than Sony Ericson's Satio), when I transfer from Amsterdam airport...to Dublin...

I have made my decision to go to Ireland,1st of April I bought a bus ticket to KL..when leaving my family without telling them the truth,I felt so sorry and guilty..because I already planned everything for few months...When I reach Pudu,I got a lot of help from a business man,he heard I asked the bus driver about where is the LRT station so he guided me until I reach the station...cuz I need to go to Bukit Jalil's station,so I hav to take Sri Petaling's train...Thanks to a Malay girl and an old man that reminds me about it,so that I got into the right train,and not the Ampang train...I fount out that we need to ask immediately if we dunno/not sure about something,this is the reason why God granted us a mouth that can speak,request,and ask...

After reach Bukit Jalil I follow my sense to find the taxi stop beside the busy road,and thank God I found Mandy's car easily...and also met her husband John..Well,the day goes so fast but I cant sleep well at night cuz the aircon keep blowing next to me and I was so cold,however,I also slept enuf cuz nothing can stop me from sleeping but I had a hard time try to sleep in the cold condition...Last night Winnie sent me to the airport,she asked me to check in by myself,then of coz I can do it because when I first step into the airport,immediately I walk to the counter to ask for help...because that time already quite late so I hav to hurry...well,MOUTH is sooooo damm useful u know?Finally I can make it onboard...because Im immortal too!! Already immune to obstacles!! CMajor,dun think that u're the one who is immortal okay!? By the way I feel so sorry to my family,I should not run away from home,cuz it's unfalial...

2mrw take SPM result arr...how?

Although must sleep early tonight,,,cuz gotta wake up at 8 in the morning...
But still,worry MAX...huhu...
2mrw take result,I hope everything's gotta be alright...
And need to wear red red bcuz I need every luck as much as possible!

Ahhh~must sleep early but cant stop listening to songs...
MLTR-Sleeping Child...

The milky way,
upon the heaven...
is blinking just for you...

And Mr.Moon,
he came by...
To say goodnight to you~

I sing for u,
I sing for mother,
we're praying for the world...

This song is quite cute and nice...go listen bah...
If u need to calm down,shud go listen love songs haha...
(Keep promo love songs)
Well,thats true,if still listen to rock songs during these hot weather...
Sure can't sleep cuz it will make u feel hotter!

The day before spring (nin 30 man)

Yesterday is the day b4 spring...the weather is super hot....
But quite happy last night cuz won a lot of money when gamble...
I played flash big 2 wif cousins...then RM0.10 per card...
I also won about RM10...I wonder how if we play RM1...
Actually Daniel had suggested to play RM1 but then we refused...
Cuz ....dun wanna open the angpau yet lorrr...
Will feel guilty if so fast open and use those money...T.T
But now,regret lorr...shud hav support his suggestion...
If not,now I hav RM100 already lorr if RM1 per card...
Last night I was the biggest winner and Ian is the second winner...
I wonder is it because me n Ian wore red shirt leh??
Cuz Jiji wore a blue shirt and Daniel wore a yellow shirt...
Jiji and Daniel keep lose money and grabbed money from wallet...
Till wallet also no money dy...Daniel forced to beg grandpa...
To support his bet...haha...
And they suspect I wear red underwear...
Then I str8 away say I wear grey lorr...
And say :" if dun blif,now I can let u see."
Already touch the zip lor,then they say :" EEee...dun wan..."
Haha,funny lor them...
But then oways also flash big 2,feel very sien already lorrr...
Shud hav try to play poker but we dun hav chips...

This is the first thing I feel happy during CNY 2010...
And 2day second good things happened to me...

I slept when 3.30 last night...and today morning forced to wake up...
When 9 sumtin in the morning...
Cuz dad wanted to bring me,my sis and babies to visit his frens...
So,we went to Man Lei Mong....
And then visit the Uncle Cucumber head...(I dunno his real name)
(But everyone is calling him Cucumber head)
(Cuz his head looks like cucumber....)
(But dun misund,dun hav stripes and green colour la of coz!)
And then his wife pandai cook the CHOI GEOK...
When I first taste the CHOI GEOK,felt very happy...
Tears also almost wanna come out from my eyes dy...
I think,almost one year edy I dun hav eat such a delicious CHOI GEOK...
+ this CHOI GEOK,really is splendid...AMMMAAZZIINNNGGG!!

Then after eat,we chatted wif uncle and his children...
I heard one of his son likes to play online game...
And his daughter got 6A's in SPM and she took 10 subjects...
After that my dad say I must not lose to her if not he NO FACE...
OMG...PRESSURE+STRESS+TENSION!!
I hav no idea what will my result LOOKS LIKE...
Cuz,I really didn't force myself to study b4 exam...
Just hav study a little bit...and....well...worrying my result now..
But I shud not worry about it...Cuz it's already passed...
And if I got a bad result I will just diam diam lorr...
I dun wanna care other's comments already...
Cuz Chan's family sure many comments one la...
All also like to gossip one lorr...f3f3
And compare results with their own children ahhh...
Some kinda things la...lol...

Now I gotta count those angpau money...hehe...
Today run here run there,althou very tired but hav a bit PAYBACK...
Got almost 10 angpau bah... =)

Another sleepless night...

I dunno why my room dun hav aircon...
My dad shud hav PROVIDE an aircon for me...
Cuz these days weather getting hotter n hotter...
I wanna slp but too hot...
Sumo listen to love songs now...
Just cant stop...MLTR-That's why...

"I won't forget,the way...ur kissing...
The feeling's so strong...were lasting for so long...
But I'm not the man,ur heart...is missing...
Thats why u go...away I know..."

VERY HOT AHH~ HELP ME....
I already open all the window althou will hav mosquitoes...
But dun k anymore...
And I took another MIDNIGHT-shower...
Still feel hot...I hope it'll rain now...huhu...

25 minutes...Nope...already few hours...
And still in the bad mood...
Thinking of nonsence...
Having strange feelings...
Gotta figure out somethin...
But my mind is already full of question marks>>???????
What I will do??
What I hav to do??
What I need to do??
What I must do??
What I should do??
What I should not do??
Why am I doing this??
Why am I even think about it??

25 minutes-MLTR

"After some time,I've finally made up my mind...
She is the girl,and I really wan to make her mine...
Im searching everywhere...
To find her again...To tell her I love her...
And Im sorry bout the things I've done...
I find her standing,in front of the church...
The only place in town where I didn't search...
She looked so happy,in her wedding dress...
But she cried while she was saying this....

Boy,I've missed ur kisses...
All the time but this is...
Twenty five minutes too late...
Though U've traveled so far,
Boy,Im sorry u are...
Twenty-five minutes too late..."

I am so confuse...a lot of questions pop out...
Shud I shut them down??
Like u click X when u see pop-ups??
It's not so easy right??
I shud sleep now...it's already 03:24...
We shud look forward,and wait patiently...
And enjoy what we hav now...
Nervous and worry is useless....right??

Backstreet Boys-I'll never break ur heart...
After this song,I gotta sleep...

Good night...

Bak Kut Teh

Seriously,I hate bak kut teh cuz I dun like the pork smell...
It stinks...but then yesterday I had Bak Kut Teh lunch n dinner...

I went to my aunt's house to help bake pineapple tart...
AGAIN...
Reli quite frustrated when u keep doing the same thing for whole day...
Like me,keep roll the pineapple jam for few hours...
But I like the most that time is the Bak Kut Teh lunch + dinner...
My aunt had separated the pork with the soup...
So that I can drink the soup,w/o lookin at those disgusting pork...
And hav Yao Zha Guai to dip sumo...haha...nice...
Feel very happy when I can eat sumtin nice when tired...

My aunt told me bak kut teh is quite HOT cuz it's herbs...
Finally,today when I woke up...my eyes swollen edi cuz YIT HEI...zzz

Supper's fault

Althou Im very thin but I eat a lottttttttttt....
And last time I oways need to hav supper at around 12am...
These days,or mayb these few months I seldom hav supper edi...
Cuz it's bad for our digestion system...
Sumo I oways stomachache one,and gastric...
So I seldom eat supper edy...
Last night I ate a plate of very spicy mee goreng...
And also spicy seaweed...(I juz cant control my mouth!)
At around 1am...walao...

Today morning,when I woke up...Str8 feel gastric...
The feeling is like,u need to eat sumtin PURE...
And I hav some choices..
1)Laksa...zzz
2)My sis's birthday cake
3)Chicken rice...which is oily..
4)Magi Mee...

And finally I've chosen the right one...
Which is Magi mee...zzz...
But then it's vege flavour one la...not spicy one...
And after eat edi I go clean up my room...
Look at those dust all day...until fall in love wif dust dy...
Now very very satisfy cuz finally,my room is clean!!
Used to hav a lot of hairs on the floor...(cuz i got hairfall prob)
But now it's empty...even can kiss the floor dy...haha..

Evening that time went out yumcha wif frens...
Cuz wanna go visit the new Old Town Kopitiam...
At hillcity-la there that one...
After yumcha,back home TOILET again...
Uh,,,I dun wanna say those GELI things dy...
Cuz scare ltr my com also wanna vomit...
Anyway,just wanna stop having supper...forever...
But...our heart and soul is oways having diff opinions with mind...
Zzzzzzzz...just cant control them both!!
When think about those chicken wings...roti canai...
Burger.............zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..........
Im happy cuz Im in Ipoh now...the food heaven...zzz

B4 CNY...

Yesterday I argued with my sister just because of those GREEN BEAN problems...
Small problems also wanna argue...
I felt very hard to control my temper edy lorr...
Cuz now almost CNY dy,hav to gotong royong clean up the house..
But then we cant do it in one day cuz Avi n Vinni...
So we need to do it slowly,everyday one room lik that...
Aiya I also dun wanna say edy la...
Cuz actually this is also a Green Bean for me now...
I juz feel very guilty cuz I screamed...and shouted...
And today is her birthday tim...
Mayb Im havin some kinda personality disorder??
Oways will suddenly bcum crazy...??
How to control my temper leh...haizzz...

Today morning we went out Hillcity there DIM SUM...
Cuz she bday mah...must eat nice a bit lorrr...
And that time we already dun hav argue and back to normal edy...SWT!
It's useless to angry and argue...
Cuz after one day lidet then gone edi those memories...
And we're livin in same house,so we cannot everyday FACE LEFT LEFT...
Meaning=MIN JOR JOR...haha...psps my English not so gud...swtswt...
Oh ya and because last night I argued with her...
I nvr had my dinner last night!!!
And when midnight forced to go steal bread...zzz...
That time really very regret lorr...haha...
Reli funny one la me...soh poh...

These days also very busy prepare for CNY...
Those L.O.V.E. probs...just put it beside first lorr
Cuz now IT'S COMPLICATED edi...haixxx...
I reli dun wanna go FAN a lot lorr...
As long as I'm happy with what I got now...
I also dun wanna go care other things edi...
So,end the love topic...

This whole afternoon I helped my grandma to make...
Erm...that is a kind of biscuit called 蛋散...
Mayb u all dunno cuz It's a RARE biscuit...LOL...
After few hours,walao!!
My backbone...macam cannot str8 edy lo...cuz bent down too long time!!
And then very tired after busy for few hours....
And forgot to drink water and hav lunch bcuz make till gila gila dy..
U kno what,actually make cookies/biscuits also need a lot of time...
And a lot of KUNG FU...
So,I finally kno why those ppl sell cookies for RM15++ nowadays...
Actually the ingredients all also very cheap only except sugar la..
Erm...a pack of flour,eggs,pork oils,cooking oils,and sugar...
Thats all edi...but sell for RM15++...zzzzz...
And then last week I went to help my auntie make cookies also...
Pineapple tarts and Almond cookies...
Almond cookies very easy to make but...uh...the pineapple...
VERY VERY HARD!!
Almond cookies=almond,flour,eggs,1 ACS butter,some chocolate chips then done dy...
Pineapple tarts=flour,eggs,butter,pineapple jam...

I heard my aunt said the butter costs RM8++...
And if u buy those cookies at pasar malam those shops...
They wont use these kind of good quality butter...
They only use those Planta or what else those lorr...
But I quite happy cuz learned a lot of things last week...

Feel very much into those cookies now...
Haha....

I've read a book

I've finish reading a book titled 再苦也要去旅行。。。
The writer is a Malaysian Chinese girl which I think is about 28-30 years old...
She started travel to other countries from 2001 until now...
Her style of travelling is the much pity one...
which is like a beggar...sleep on the road sometimes...
And hav to face a lot of problem because not having much money...
And the most important thing is she travels ALONE...

It seems cool to travel lidet,can meet a lot of foreign frens...
But there's alwiz hav a lot of obstacles...
No matter what is ur dream...there's oways obstacles waiting for u...
There's oways hav a lot of challenges in life...
That's life...isn't it??

We can avoid obstacles by not having the best...
But,to get the best,u must go thru every hard obstacles...
Everything is fair on Earth...

Confucius...

Lately I felt very confuse about my future....
I dunno which way to go...
And dunno shud listen to which suggestion...
There're some choices here for me...as shown below:

1)Study form 6 in SMI and go penang USM after that
-My uncle's suggestion
-Save money
-But waste time
-Stay in this house
-But Pn.Zumeme always tell us shouldn't study form6
-Control by parents and sister
-Everyone will agree that I follow this plan

2)Study UTAR until finish degree
-Will rent a house in Kampar
-Hav freedom
-But quite expensive
-All ppl will blame me cuz waste my dad's money
-Quite dangerous cuz Kampar got a lot Indon ppl
-Sonkoi will not let me cuz dangerous to stay there
-But parents and sister will agree

3)Go to Ireland earn money for 2 years then go Australia study
-I can study in Aus with my own money
-Can be with Sonkoi,and earn double money cuz 2 person
-His sisters will take k me cuz me n him will live with them
-We will b legal worker cuz can get student visa
-Will be rich soon,cuz we got car n house,we no need pay for anythin
-I can help my mom to pay her house loan
-If I can afford to pay house loan,she can back Msia
-No need to rely on anyone else to pay for my studies
-But this plan,parents,relatives and sister wont agree


Actually I think 3rd plan is the best plan...cuz not everyone can work in Europe unless u got fren or family over there and they can help u to make Visa,and can find a good job for u...Sonkoi already asked his sisters,and I met his sisters before...all his sisters are very friendly and they said willing to help me to work in Ireland...And I'll be a waitress there,juz serve the customers and pick up the phone sometimes...I am not afraid it's hard...Because if I dunno how to do something,I will ask ppl and learn although ppl scold me or what...I never worry about that because I juz wanna earn some money...I dun wanna rely on my family anymore...They're already so poor...Then,those waitress job in Ireland,at least 250 Euro per week(food provided)...means 1000Euro per month...1000 Euro = RM5000...I pay RM1000 for my mom's house loan every month,I still got RM4000...I wan my mom to come back Msia and take care my 2 sisters...I dun wan my sisters live under other ppl's roof...and I dun wan them to be naughty...thats why need my mom come back to take care and control them...

Okay lets count,based on Sonkoi's information...
When I first get there,I'll need to hav 1800Euro to make student Visa...
Juz to confirm that I'm not illegal worker...and safe...
This 1800Euro,his sisters will lend me first...
And if I hav financial problem,Sonkoi will help...
Then,I'll live with Sonkoi in one room(dun think other thing ya...LOL)
And the room is 300 Euro per month...
Me give 150 and Sonkoi give 150...hehe...save money right??
And that house got 3 rooms...One if for us...One is for 4th sis...
And the last one is for 3rd sis...
This house one month rent 900Euro...
Thats why each room need 300 Euro...
Then,we got house,and Sonkoi's sisters already got car there...
So house and transport problem already settle...

Then,how about job...??
Sonkoi's sisters will also help me to find job...
Cuz they hav lottssssss of frens there in Ireland...
So can easily find a good job for me...
And if possible,can work together with Sonkoi... =)
Furthermore,if I work for few months already I hav experience...
Then I can find a higher salary job...
We actually no need to use many money...
Cuz those things there are really cheap for example...
Those Nike t-shirt there jus 4-6 Euro each...
And those food,for example a chicken...only 5 Euro...
So...we can save a lot of money for my studies... ^^

Ok,lets say 1000Euro per month...x 12 = 12000 Euro
12000 Euro minus (rent house+student visa)
12000 - (150 x 12) - (1800)
12000 - 1800 - 1800 = 8400 Euro
Every month give my mom house loan 1000RM...
RM1000 x 12 = RM12000/5 = 2400Euro
8400 Euro - 2400 Euro = 6000 Euro
Lets say makan and use those thing 2000 Euro la...
(If I jimat a bit...)
6000 - 2000 = 4000...
4000 Euro x 5 = RM20000...
Saya ada 20k,Sonkoi ada 20k...
Together is 40k per year we can save...
And I havent count IF I GOT HIGHER SALARY ooo...haha...
LOZZZZZZZZZZ of money...

But this is just a dream,I wish my family will support me...
And respect my decision...
I will try to discuss with them...
But I kno they'll sure disagree...
I've already decided...If they dun let me to go Ireland...
I'll just book a flight and fly to Ireland...
When I got money and get a degree in Aus...
They will diam diam...I can use money to close their mouth...
I hav good reasons...

1) I wan my mom to back MSIA...
2)I wanna be resposible for my own studies...
3)I wanna be with Sonkoi
4)I dun wanna stay at home like a bug,always eat their money
5)I wanna study overseas
6)I wanna be free
7)I wanna try to depends on myself
8)I wanna challenge myself

After I saw one of my fren's post...I hav more confident...
She said one pro person said :
"因为我肯拼所以被肯定，我所付出的一切都是值得的"

听了这番话令到我更肯定我要做的事...
只要我肯拼,我肯付出,我肯放下现在所有的一切...
我相信不久的将来他们一定会认同我...
虽然现在他们不明白我,不赞成我...
但是我会慢慢证明给他们看我的决定是对的...
到底是人定胜天,还是命运早有安排??
就要看我自己的毅力了...

I will prove to them that my decision is correct...

2010 =D

After I read CMajor's post today I felt like wanna share my new year's eve to all of u too...
31st of December 2009...many things happened on yesterday...
1)My dad came back from Ireland at 21:30...
2)My bf departed from KLIA to Ireland at 23:30...
3)I had a party with my frenz in McD...

Yesterday morning I woke up and keep thinking all day long about how to say to my grandpa...
Because I wanna borrow his car to attend the party in McD at about 19:00p.m....
He's a very fierce n stubborn person and he likes to scold ppl...
And in his mind I am a very stupid girl and dunno how to drive well... o.O...
So I thought that he won't let me to drive his car...
And this ended up with I sms and asked Onnz to fetch me...zzz...

Yesterday afternoon I felt uncomfortable...and very hot...
And also not motivated...kept sleeping and hide myself in bedroom...
Mayb because I cant stop thinking of HIM...
He'll begin his new life in Dublin...and won't come back Msia for few years at least...
He asked me to follow him...But I said I need some info about the college there....
And also some time for me to prepare and convince my parents...
I'll try my best...I kno there's only a little chance...
Actually his sisters will help me because he has two sisters staying in Dublin now...
And both also studying in college and they said the courses' costs is quite cheap...
I will start my planning after he send me info and those things...
And he'll be the one who give me financial support...LOL...
Since he has a job there and can make some money already... :p
And this is what I wanna do in 2010...
My family always think that I am very "siu jie"...and always keep me as the protected one...
I must prove to them that I can take k of myself...
Am I childish?? But I think everyone shud hav their own goals to achieve... =)
There's nothing we can't do...right?? If we got heart and passion...we can...
We must believe in ourselves and be confident...
(This paragraph is about what I told myself when I need to cheer up)

After think about all these craps already 5pm-6pm...
Then I took a shower,had my dinner with granpa grandma...washed dishes...
Hehe...ready to seize the chance to sneak out of house!!(quite excited that time)
But what I really relief is that my grandpa suddenly back to his room and sleep at about 7pm..
Then all I need to do is change clothes and take the door key...
(No need to tell him and explain many many...haha...)

At 7:45pm Onnz was coming to my house...he juz passed his boom boom car test...
But haven't get the P license yet...
Then I saw a white kancil..."luk" slowly then stop in front of my house...
Haha...he's really nervous when driving but however very safe LAH~ swt...
After arrived I thought I can finally get inside McD to enjoy air-con...
TAPIIIIIIIIIEEEEE unfortunately~~~~~They all sit outside... =x
Moisquitoes kept bitting me...Oh God!!! I shudn't wear short pants last night...
So after that I keep shaking my legs...for few hours...(=..=)"lll.....
Onnz,Balvit,Tan,Bong,Pee,HanShen,MJ,MS,Racky,Ngoi,LB,Shum,Bei2,Peiksan,and Peiksan's cousin,and Fei...is there anyone else??...LOL...I think no bah...
We were blowing water for few hours and makan loh~
When about 00:00,we saw the siaran langsung...Those ppl countdown...
After they countdown,we look here look there...zzzzzz
Racky said follow his phone's clock...then we all countdown lo...feel very awkward and embarassed because many ppl in McD were looking at us...
And also feel quite happy because can scream "Happy New Year" as loud as I can...

After countdown dunno who said wanna change location...
Then I said go snowflake beer in old town...
Racky said go Greentown Yeolde English...
Some ppl said go Polo Ground...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......
Discuss for one hour edi and finally use coins to decide...zzzzzzz
At 1a.m. baru keluar...location is Polo Ground...
But then,when we arrived there many Malays were there...
And most of them are motor gang...
So we change location to Greentown again and search for somewhere that can "contain" us...

First we saw a pub full of ppl...
Then we decide to go snooker centre...
But then saw another pub only few ppl and had loud music...
So at last we decided to go to the pub which is called J Box...
We ordered 5 small bottle of Heineken...share share drink and then play cards...Big 2...
Play until about 2a.m....then all masing-masing balik lo...
First time go to pub with same age frenz...haha...
Anyway,feel very happy to hang out with frens and...
It makes me realize that although HE already gone to Ireland but I still hav many frens...
Thats all about my new years eve and Happy New Year !!
All the best in 2010~ =D

Gtg out dinner now Byezzzz......