I've finish reading a book titled 再苦也要去旅行。。。
The writer is a Malaysian Chinese girl which I think is about 28-30 years old...
She started travel to other countries from 2001 until now...
Her style of travelling is the much pity one...
which is like a beggar...sleep on the road sometimes...
And hav to face a lot of problem because not having much money...
And the most important thing is she travels ALONE...
It seems cool to travel lidet,can meet a lot of foreign frens...
But there's alwiz hav a lot of obstacles...
No matter what is ur dream...there's oways obstacles waiting for u...
There's oways hav a lot of challenges in life...
That's life...isn't it??
We can avoid obstacles by not having the best...
But,to get the best,u must go thru every hard obstacles...
Everything is fair on Earth...
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Confucius...
Lately I felt very confuse about my future....
I dunno which way to go...
And dunno shud listen to which suggestion...
There're some choices here for me...as shown below:
1)Study form 6 in SMI and go penang USM after that
-My uncle's suggestion
-Save money
-But waste time
-Stay in this house
-But Pn.Zumeme always tell us shouldn't study form6
-Control by parents and sister
-Everyone will agree that I follow this plan
2)Study UTAR until finish degree
-Will rent a house in Kampar
-Hav freedom
-But quite expensive
-All ppl will blame me cuz waste my dad's money
-Quite dangerous cuz Kampar got a lot Indon ppl
-Sonkoi will not let me cuz dangerous to stay there
-But parents and sister will agree
3)Go to Ireland earn money for 2 years then go Australia study
-I can study in Aus with my own money
-Can be with Sonkoi,and earn double money cuz 2 person
-His sisters will take k me cuz me n him will live with them
-We will b legal worker cuz can get student visa
-Will be rich soon,cuz we got car n house,we no need pay for anythin
-I can help my mom to pay her house loan
-If I can afford to pay house loan,she can back Msia
-No need to rely on anyone else to pay for my studies
-But this plan,parents,relatives and sister wont agree
Actually I think 3rd plan is the best plan...cuz not everyone can work in Europe unless u got fren or family over there and they can help u to make Visa,and can find a good job for u...Sonkoi already asked his sisters,and I met his sisters before...all his sisters are very friendly and they said willing to help me to work in Ireland...And I'll be a waitress there,juz serve the customers and pick up the phone sometimes...I am not afraid it's hard...Because if I dunno how to do something,I will ask ppl and learn although ppl scold me or what...I never worry about that because I juz wanna earn some money...I dun wanna rely on my family anymore...They're already so poor...Then,those waitress job in Ireland,at least 250 Euro per week(food provided)...means 1000Euro per month...1000 Euro = RM5000...I pay RM1000 for my mom's house loan every month,I still got RM4000...I wan my mom to come back Msia and take care my 2 sisters...I dun wan my sisters live under other ppl's roof...and I dun wan them to be naughty...thats why need my mom come back to take care and control them...
Okay lets count,based on Sonkoi's information...
When I first get there,I'll need to hav 1800Euro to make student Visa...
Juz to confirm that I'm not illegal worker...and safe...
This 1800Euro,his sisters will lend me first...
And if I hav financial problem,Sonkoi will help...
Then,I'll live with Sonkoi in one room(dun think other thing ya...LOL)
And the room is 300 Euro per month...
Me give 150 and Sonkoi give 150...hehe...save money right??
And that house got 3 rooms...One if for us...One is for 4th sis...
And the last one is for 3rd sis...
This house one month rent 900Euro...
Thats why each room need 300 Euro...
Then,we got house,and Sonkoi's sisters already got car there...
So house and transport problem already settle...
Then,how about job...??
Sonkoi's sisters will also help me to find job...
Cuz they hav lottssssss of frens there in Ireland...
So can easily find a good job for me...
And if possible,can work together with Sonkoi... =)
Furthermore,if I work for few months already I hav experience...
Then I can find a higher salary job...
We actually no need to use many money...
Cuz those things there are really cheap for example...
Those Nike t-shirt there jus 4-6 Euro each...
And those food,for example a chicken...only 5 Euro...
So...we can save a lot of money for my studies... ^^
Ok,lets say 1000Euro per month...x 12 = 12000 Euro
12000 Euro minus (rent house+student visa)
12000 - (150 x 12) - (1800)
12000 - 1800 - 1800 = 8400 Euro
Every month give my mom house loan 1000RM...
RM1000 x 12 = RM12000/5 = 2400Euro
8400 Euro - 2400 Euro = 6000 Euro
Lets say makan and use those thing 2000 Euro la...
(If I jimat a bit...)
6000 - 2000 = 4000...
4000 Euro x 5 = RM20000...
Saya ada 20k,Sonkoi ada 20k...
Together is 40k per year we can save...
And I havent count IF I GOT HIGHER SALARY ooo...haha...
LOZZZZZZZZZZ of money...
But this is just a dream,I wish my family will support me...
And respect my decision...
I will try to discuss with them...
But I kno they'll sure disagree...
I've already decided...If they dun let me to go Ireland...
I'll just book a flight and fly to Ireland...
When I got money and get a degree in Aus...
They will diam diam...I can use money to close their mouth...
I hav good reasons...
1) I wan my mom to back MSIA...
2)I wanna be resposible for my own studies...
3)I wanna be with Sonkoi
4)I dun wanna stay at home like a bug,always eat their money
5)I wanna study overseas
6)I wanna be free
7)I wanna try to depends on myself
8)I wanna challenge myself
After I saw one of my fren's post...I hav more confident...
She said one pro person said :
"因为我肯拼所以被肯定，我所付出的一切都是值得的"
听了这番话令到我更肯定我要做的事...
只要我肯拼,我肯付出,我肯放下现在所有的一切...
我相信不久的将来他们一定会认同我...
虽然现在他们不明白我,不赞成我...
但是我会慢慢证明给他们看我的决定是对的...
到底是人定胜天,还是命运早有安排??
就要看我自己的毅力了...
I will prove to them that my decision is correct...
I dunno which way to go...
And dunno shud listen to which suggestion...
There're some choices here for me...as shown below:
1)Study form 6 in SMI and go penang USM after that
-My uncle's suggestion
-Save money
-But waste time
-Stay in this house
-But Pn.Zumeme always tell us shouldn't study form6
-Control by parents and sister
-Everyone will agree that I follow this plan
2)Study UTAR until finish degree
-Will rent a house in Kampar
-Hav freedom
-But quite expensive
-All ppl will blame me cuz waste my dad's money
-Quite dangerous cuz Kampar got a lot Indon ppl
-Sonkoi will not let me cuz dangerous to stay there
-But parents and sister will agree
3)Go to Ireland earn money for 2 years then go Australia study
-I can study in Aus with my own money
-Can be with Sonkoi,and earn double money cuz 2 person
-His sisters will take k me cuz me n him will live with them
-We will b legal worker cuz can get student visa
-Will be rich soon,cuz we got car n house,we no need pay for anythin
-I can help my mom to pay her house loan
-If I can afford to pay house loan,she can back Msia
-No need to rely on anyone else to pay for my studies
-But this plan,parents,relatives and sister wont agree
Actually I think 3rd plan is the best plan...cuz not everyone can work in Europe unless u got fren or family over there and they can help u to make Visa,and can find a good job for u...Sonkoi already asked his sisters,and I met his sisters before...all his sisters are very friendly and they said willing to help me to work in Ireland...And I'll be a waitress there,juz serve the customers and pick up the phone sometimes...I am not afraid it's hard...Because if I dunno how to do something,I will ask ppl and learn although ppl scold me or what...I never worry about that because I juz wanna earn some money...I dun wanna rely on my family anymore...They're already so poor...Then,those waitress job in Ireland,at least 250 Euro per week(food provided)...means 1000Euro per month...1000 Euro = RM5000...I pay RM1000 for my mom's house loan every month,I still got RM4000...I wan my mom to come back Msia and take care my 2 sisters...I dun wan my sisters live under other ppl's roof...and I dun wan them to be naughty...thats why need my mom come back to take care and control them...
Okay lets count,based on Sonkoi's information...
When I first get there,I'll need to hav 1800Euro to make student Visa...
Juz to confirm that I'm not illegal worker...and safe...
This 1800Euro,his sisters will lend me first...
And if I hav financial problem,Sonkoi will help...
Then,I'll live with Sonkoi in one room(dun think other thing ya...LOL)
And the room is 300 Euro per month...
Me give 150 and Sonkoi give 150...hehe...save money right??
And that house got 3 rooms...One if for us...One is for 4th sis...
And the last one is for 3rd sis...
This house one month rent 900Euro...
Thats why each room need 300 Euro...
Then,we got house,and Sonkoi's sisters already got car there...
So house and transport problem already settle...
Then,how about job...??
Sonkoi's sisters will also help me to find job...
Cuz they hav lottssssss of frens there in Ireland...
So can easily find a good job for me...
And if possible,can work together with Sonkoi... =)
Furthermore,if I work for few months already I hav experience...
Then I can find a higher salary job...
We actually no need to use many money...
Cuz those things there are really cheap for example...
Those Nike t-shirt there jus 4-6 Euro each...
And those food,for example a chicken...only 5 Euro...
So...we can save a lot of money for my studies... ^^
Ok,lets say 1000Euro per month...x 12 = 12000 Euro
12000 Euro minus (rent house+student visa)
12000 - (150 x 12) - (1800)
12000 - 1800 - 1800 = 8400 Euro
Every month give my mom house loan 1000RM...
RM1000 x 12 = RM12000/5 = 2400Euro
8400 Euro - 2400 Euro = 6000 Euro
Lets say makan and use those thing 2000 Euro la...
(If I jimat a bit...)
6000 - 2000 = 4000...
4000 Euro x 5 = RM20000...
Saya ada 20k,Sonkoi ada 20k...
Together is 40k per year we can save...
And I havent count IF I GOT HIGHER SALARY ooo...haha...
LOZZZZZZZZZZ of money...
But this is just a dream,I wish my family will support me...
And respect my decision...
I will try to discuss with them...
But I kno they'll sure disagree...
I've already decided...If they dun let me to go Ireland...
I'll just book a flight and fly to Ireland...
When I got money and get a degree in Aus...
They will diam diam...I can use money to close their mouth...
I hav good reasons...
1) I wan my mom to back MSIA...
2)I wanna be resposible for my own studies...
3)I wanna be with Sonkoi
4)I dun wanna stay at home like a bug,always eat their money
5)I wanna study overseas
6)I wanna be free
7)I wanna try to depends on myself
8)I wanna challenge myself
After I saw one of my fren's post...I hav more confident...
She said one pro person said :
"因为我肯拼所以被肯定，我所付出的一切都是值得的"
听了这番话令到我更肯定我要做的事...
只要我肯拼,我肯付出,我肯放下现在所有的一切...
我相信不久的将来他们一定会认同我...
虽然现在他们不明白我,不赞成我...
但是我会慢慢证明给他们看我的决定是对的...
到底是人定胜天,还是命运早有安排??
就要看我自己的毅力了...
I will prove to them that my decision is correct...
Friday, January 1, 2010
2010 =D
After I read CMajor's post today I felt like wanna share my new year's eve to all of u too...
31st of December 2009...many things happened on yesterday...
1)My dad came back from Ireland at 21:30...
2)My bf departed from KLIA to Ireland at 23:30...
3)I had a party with my frenz in McD...
Yesterday morning I woke up and keep thinking all day long about how to say to my grandpa...
Because I wanna borrow his car to attend the party in McD at about 19:00p.m....
He's a very fierce n stubborn person and he likes to scold ppl...
And in his mind I am a very stupid girl and dunno how to drive well... o.O...
So I thought that he won't let me to drive his car...
And this ended up with I sms and asked Onnz to fetch me...zzz...
Yesterday afternoon I felt uncomfortable...and very hot...
And also not motivated...kept sleeping and hide myself in bedroom...
Mayb because I cant stop thinking of HIM...
He'll begin his new life in Dublin...and won't come back Msia for few years at least...
He asked me to follow him...But I said I need some info about the college there....
And also some time for me to prepare and convince my parents...
I'll try my best...I kno there's only a little chance...
Actually his sisters will help me because he has two sisters staying in Dublin now...
And both also studying in college and they said the courses' costs is quite cheap...
I will start my planning after he send me info and those things...
And he'll be the one who give me financial support...LOL...
Since he has a job there and can make some money already... :p
And this is what I wanna do in 2010...
My family always think that I am very "siu jie"...and always keep me as the protected one...
I must prove to them that I can take k of myself...
Am I childish?? But I think everyone shud hav their own goals to achieve... =)
There's nothing we can't do...right?? If we got heart and passion...we can...
We must believe in ourselves and be confident...
(This paragraph is about what I told myself when I need to cheer up)
After think about all these craps already 5pm-6pm...
Then I took a shower,had my dinner with granpa grandma...washed dishes...
Hehe...ready to seize the chance to sneak out of house!!(quite excited that time)
But what I really relief is that my grandpa suddenly back to his room and sleep at about 7pm..
Then all I need to do is change clothes and take the door key...
(No need to tell him and explain many many...haha...)
At 7:45pm Onnz was coming to my house...he juz passed his boom boom car test...
But haven't get the P license yet...
Then I saw a white kancil..."luk" slowly then stop in front of my house...
Haha...he's really nervous when driving but however very safe LAH~ swt...
After arrived I thought I can finally get inside McD to enjoy air-con...
TAPIIIIIIIIIEEEEE unfortunately~~~~~They all sit outside... =x
Moisquitoes kept bitting me...Oh God!!! I shudn't wear short pants last night...
So after that I keep shaking my legs...for few hours...(=..=)"lll.....
Onnz,Balvit,Tan,Bong,Pee,HanShen,MJ,MS,Racky,Ngoi,LB,Shum,Bei2,Peiksan,and Peiksan's cousin,and Fei...is there anyone else??...LOL...I think no bah...
We were blowing water for few hours and makan loh~
When about 00:00,we saw the siaran langsung...Those ppl countdown...
After they countdown,we look here look there...zzzzzz
Racky said follow his phone's clock...then we all countdown lo...feel very awkward and embarassed because many ppl in McD were looking at us...
And also feel quite happy because can scream "Happy New Year" as loud as I can...
After countdown dunno who said wanna change location...
Then I said go snowflake beer in old town...
Racky said go Greentown Yeolde English...
Some ppl said go Polo Ground...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......
Discuss for one hour edi and finally use coins to decide...zzzzzzz
At 1a.m. baru keluar...location is Polo Ground...
But then,when we arrived there many Malays were there...
And most of them are motor gang...
So we change location to Greentown again and search for somewhere that can "contain" us...
First we saw a pub full of ppl...
Then we decide to go snooker centre...
But then saw another pub only few ppl and had loud music...
So at last we decided to go to the pub which is called J Box...
We ordered 5 small bottle of Heineken...share share drink and then play cards...Big 2...
Play until about 2a.m....then all masing-masing balik lo...
First time go to pub with same age frenz...haha...
Anyway,feel very happy to hang out with frens and...
It makes me realize that although HE already gone to Ireland but I still hav many frens...
Thats all about my new years eve and Happy New Year !!
All the best in 2010~ =D
Gtg out dinner now Byezzzz......
31st of December 2009...many things happened on yesterday...
1)My dad came back from Ireland at 21:30...
2)My bf departed from KLIA to Ireland at 23:30...
3)I had a party with my frenz in McD...
Yesterday morning I woke up and keep thinking all day long about how to say to my grandpa...
Because I wanna borrow his car to attend the party in McD at about 19:00p.m....
He's a very fierce n stubborn person and he likes to scold ppl...
And in his mind I am a very stupid girl and dunno how to drive well... o.O...
So I thought that he won't let me to drive his car...
And this ended up with I sms and asked Onnz to fetch me...zzz...
Yesterday afternoon I felt uncomfortable...and very hot...
And also not motivated...kept sleeping and hide myself in bedroom...
Mayb because I cant stop thinking of HIM...
He'll begin his new life in Dublin...and won't come back Msia for few years at least...
He asked me to follow him...But I said I need some info about the college there....
And also some time for me to prepare and convince my parents...
I'll try my best...I kno there's only a little chance...
Actually his sisters will help me because he has two sisters staying in Dublin now...
And both also studying in college and they said the courses' costs is quite cheap...
I will start my planning after he send me info and those things...
And he'll be the one who give me financial support...LOL...
Since he has a job there and can make some money already... :p
And this is what I wanna do in 2010...
My family always think that I am very "siu jie"...and always keep me as the protected one...
I must prove to them that I can take k of myself...
Am I childish?? But I think everyone shud hav their own goals to achieve... =)
There's nothing we can't do...right?? If we got heart and passion...we can...
We must believe in ourselves and be confident...
(This paragraph is about what I told myself when I need to cheer up)
After think about all these craps already 5pm-6pm...
Then I took a shower,had my dinner with granpa grandma...washed dishes...
Hehe...ready to seize the chance to sneak out of house!!(quite excited that time)
But what I really relief is that my grandpa suddenly back to his room and sleep at about 7pm..
Then all I need to do is change clothes and take the door key...
(No need to tell him and explain many many...haha...)
At 7:45pm Onnz was coming to my house...he juz passed his boom boom car test...
But haven't get the P license yet...
Then I saw a white kancil..."luk" slowly then stop in front of my house...
Haha...he's really nervous when driving but however very safe LAH~ swt...
After arrived I thought I can finally get inside McD to enjoy air-con...
TAPIIIIIIIIIEEEEE unfortunately~~~~~They all sit outside... =x
Moisquitoes kept bitting me...Oh God!!! I shudn't wear short pants last night...
So after that I keep shaking my legs...for few hours...(=..=)"lll.....
Onnz,Balvit,Tan,Bong,Pee,HanShen,MJ,MS,Racky,Ngoi,LB,Shum,Bei2,Peiksan,and Peiksan's cousin,and Fei...is there anyone else??...LOL...I think no bah...
We were blowing water for few hours and makan loh~
When about 00:00,we saw the siaran langsung...Those ppl countdown...
After they countdown,we look here look there...zzzzzz
Racky said follow his phone's clock...then we all countdown lo...feel very awkward and embarassed because many ppl in McD were looking at us...
And also feel quite happy because can scream "Happy New Year" as loud as I can...
After countdown dunno who said wanna change location...
Then I said go snowflake beer in old town...
Racky said go Greentown Yeolde English...
Some ppl said go Polo Ground...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......
Discuss for one hour edi and finally use coins to decide...zzzzzzz
At 1a.m. baru keluar...location is Polo Ground...
But then,when we arrived there many Malays were there...
And most of them are motor gang...
So we change location to Greentown again and search for somewhere that can "contain" us...
First we saw a pub full of ppl...
Then we decide to go snooker centre...
But then saw another pub only few ppl and had loud music...
So at last we decided to go to the pub which is called J Box...
We ordered 5 small bottle of Heineken...share share drink and then play cards...Big 2...
Play until about 2a.m....then all masing-masing balik lo...
First time go to pub with same age frenz...haha...
Anyway,feel very happy to hang out with frens and...
It makes me realize that although HE already gone to Ireland but I still hav many frens...
Thats all about my new years eve and Happy New Year !!
All the best in 2010~ =D
Gtg out dinner now Byezzzz......
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