那是什么？

有时候，一些事情真的轮不到你来猜。

生活就是如此。

往往在你意想不到的情况下，意外就会发生。

当意外发生了，已经回不去了。

只能一直一直地沉沦下去。

欺骗自己，欺骗别人。

一直到，连自己也忍不住，相信了这个谎言。

或者说，是面对了现实。

当你看清了世上所谓的所有都。。。其实是个谎言。

真的很绝望。

看到那个熟悉的瞬，剩下的只有无奈。

为什么自己要逼自己走上绝路。

伤害自己，伤害身边的人。

为什么人生就是要这么残忍？

那是什么？

N.I.G.H.T.

Night time. Strange. Mysterious. Special. Difficult.

Tonight.

Another sleepless night.

A lot of things happened lately.

What can I do???

''In life, there's so many passers-by.

But it's hard to find a person that shares thought with you.''

Is it true?

Is everything real?

I couldn't think of the consequences.

I wouldn't want to think of it.

But I know somehow I will find an answer.

Hopefully

lyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

CNY dinner

新的一年，2013。

去年和前年的华人新年我都不在家乡。

今年在家乡，多了一架相机，能够为家人亲戚朋友拍些照留念。

真的是很不一样。

最开心就是到别人家里的时候，热热闹闹，开开心心。

就会想拿出相机拍下来。

毕竟人生苦短，开心的日子不多，其实真的很值得拍下来留念。

有些亲戚都差不多一年才见一次，没什么机会看到。

年三十晚的时候帮妈妈在家拜神了之后就吃团圆饭。

今年的团圆饭就只有四个人，我妈，我，和两个妹妹。

因为她们的爸爸和我妈离婚了，所以就只是四个人吃了。

我们是在下午的时候吃，因为晚上两个妹妹要回和丰，我要回爸爸家。

这就是我们的团圆饭了。

虽然没有以前的丰富，可是今年四个人吃，感觉更温馨！

Xmas and New Year

(It's an unfinished post that I found in the draft)

It's funny to wake up on the day of 21st of Dec.

I once thought that we might not be able to see the sun rise again on that day.

However, everything seems so normal when I peeked through the window.

Warm as it always does, sunlight penetrates through it.

So after preparing myself, I went to work at IT fair.

3 days of working in IT fair was dreadful.

My feet were so painful, and I loathe those disgusting customers.
One man came to the fair for 3 days, he was asking for a particular printer.
That printer costs RM399 + RM50 Jusco voucher.

(Gonna finish the post on 11/02/2013)

But he hoped to get a discount on the last day.
In the end, he didn't buy it on the last day of IT fair also...

So I went out with a bunch of friends to Voodoo on Xmas Eve.
Countdown is fun when you are drunk.
Haha.

I stayed at home with my sisters on New Year's eve.
Nothing special.
Hope this year would be a nice one for everyone.
(y)

I know... I know...

I know... I know... I shouldn't be emo.

Lately, I kind of like, hit by a karma or something.

OK, so everything starts with this club thing.

I was with a group of friends and we were chosen to take up positions as committee.

I am holding the least important position in this club and yet,

I was the project manager of the CNY calligraphy competition event.

Anyway, it's kind of hard to cooperate with them.

I can't even communicate effectively with them.

They're so, childish, I would say. or NOOB, in other words.

I'm not trying to boast or sth, but, I like to be fast.

Productive, fast, efficient.

They can't follow my speed and now they're blaming me of not slowing down and wait for them.

Ok, so there's only 7 EXCO's in this club.

It's not necessary to always held meeting cuz 7 of us are in the same class.

Meeting = waste of time.

They don't realize how important time is, for a college student.

And, I have 5 assignments to pass up on March.

Darn it!

2mrw we will have one meeting, to discuss about this matter.

Or should I say, the problem I caused to the club.

So I've decided to leave the club.

It's just the matter of time.

And then, my car is very weird, I don't dare to drive it out.

That day it was dead on the road half-way...

Then I was sick, this and that.

Really, I hope CNY faster come, cause lately very very BLACK...

So unfortunate.

I really hope luck will come back to me as usual.

And that, I could sleep well every night.