Im frustrated...EMO-ing...

Im really frustrated...So there are times that you wanna do something u like...But end up that u cant,because u got not enuf money to do it...

I've been thinking to study the leaving certificate( some kinda like a-levels thingy ) lately...So I went to a local institute for enquiry,I really really wanna enrol in this school...it's a full time 9am-5pm school...and when I asked for the price it's really frightening...12000K EURO for a year...oh god...I cant afford that much...

Im thinking to ask someone to borrow me money(but u know...)...or I dont know...what other choice that I have?? I doesn't wanna borrow money from other ppl...doesn't have any solution...

Maybe I'll just stick to this life,w/o spending that much,w/o suffering from thinking about studies...but I really really hope I could get a chance to do what I wanted to do...Im so damn emo now...EMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMO!!!