Another sleepless night...

I dunno why my room dun hav aircon...
My dad shud hav PROVIDE an aircon for me...
Cuz these days weather getting hotter n hotter...
I wanna slp but too hot...
Sumo listen to love songs now...
Just cant stop...MLTR-That's why...

"I won't forget,the way...ur kissing...
The feeling's so strong...were lasting for so long...
But I'm not the man,ur heart...is missing...
Thats why u go...away I know..."

VERY HOT AHH~ HELP ME....
I already open all the window althou will hav mosquitoes...
But dun k anymore...
And I took another MIDNIGHT-shower...
Still feel hot...I hope it'll rain now...huhu...

25 minutes...Nope...already few hours...
And still in the bad mood...
Thinking of nonsence...
Having strange feelings...
Gotta figure out somethin...
But my mind is already full of question marks>>???????
What I will do??
What I hav to do??
What I need to do??
What I must do??
What I should do??
What I should not do??
Why am I doing this??
Why am I even think about it??

25 minutes-MLTR

"After some time,I've finally made up my mind...
She is the girl,and I really wan to make her mine...
Im searching everywhere...
To find her again...To tell her I love her...
And Im sorry bout the things I've done...
I find her standing,in front of the church...
The only place in town where I didn't search...
She looked so happy,in her wedding dress...
But she cried while she was saying this....

Boy,I've missed ur kisses...
All the time but this is...
Twenty five minutes too late...
Though U've traveled so far,
Boy,Im sorry u are...
Twenty-five minutes too late..."

I am so confuse...a lot of questions pop out...
Shud I shut them down??
Like u click X when u see pop-ups??
It's not so easy right??
I shud sleep now...it's already 03:24...
We shud look forward,and wait patiently...
And enjoy what we hav now...
Nervous and worry is useless....right??

Backstreet Boys-I'll never break ur heart...
After this song,I gotta sleep...

Good night...